dilemma

you think about it
for a couple weeks. you know
you should, but don't know if you are
ready for the consequences.
as much as it will
suck, you do it because
you care. because you do
not want to see what matters
to you hurt. the consequences
come just as expected. you prepared
for it, but it still hurts. you
hope they will understand,
but maybe they never
will. still, you know
you did what you should
have. you put on a smile and pray
for the best.