wow

and i mean wow... it's like 1984, but it's 2005. not oceania, but right here in happy valley. i actually witnessed doublethink tonight. there is definitely also some foucault that could be applied here, but i don't know enough to say anything.

madness.

craziness.

lies.

truth.

fantasy.

illusion.

insanity.

threats.

all bundled in my little drama.

a little exciting, a little unnerving, but mostly liberating.


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"yeah, it's psychological, but it's probably also that metashitical curse thingy you mentioned before" - my buddy tory